January 03, 2009

WOULD I BE A TARGET? YOU BET'CHA YA...

I am not unlike Natalee Holloway. However, I am older, yet age means nothing. I'd like to think I am smarter because of my age and experience in life. But I'm not. I'm just like everyone else.

I am trusting.

I am naive.

I am a 5'10" blonde American woman.

I could have been Natalee.

My secret is that I am a rape survivor; and even throughout my wisdom and my past history, I probably wouldn't have seen through Joran's lies...his agenda...his plan.

I would have ended up just like her.




I like to think that I am such a tough ass bitch. That I can "hold my own." That I have control of every situation I am in.

But I don't have control.

I'm just as vulnerable as Natalee was.

See me. Feel me. Rape me. Kill me.

I am Michelle Renee; yet I am Natalee Ann Holloway.

35 comments:

Anonymous said...

You help to wash my sins, my dirty thoughts. You just wrote a very beautiful piece of literature. You are the most beautiful strong woman in the world I ever met. I am weak, but you are strong. We Americans all know how to catcha' Joran. It's just matter of time to put him behind bars, so he can lie no more and hurt women no more. American needs you, Michelle R

Anonymous said...

We are soldiers fighting in Afghanistan. Just downloaded your image and posted on our screen savers. You make us brave and strong and respect our wives and girlfriends. We are fighting the Talibans or the 'Arubans'. They raped all the young girls in one village, and killed all the males. Our mission is terminate all these sex terrorists, and bring the peace to the region. We love you, Michelle!

Anonymous said...

Coming back from Iraq after two years fighting there. I and my buddies will find and catch Joran for you, and lock him up. And make Aruba a better place to visit. I understand they dont call that place Aruba anymore. I hope the Dutch can come up a better name for this. Maybe should name the place 'Young Frog Island', just for the thrill of it.

Anonymous said...

You are seeing more and more mix datings on the beaches and malls. The library book club plans the next month topic on rapes and psychopaths. The safety of women travelling to Aruba is a major concern because the Dutch culture and laws there are downgrading and abusing the American female tourists there. They use the webcams to track the naive blonde young girls. It is so disgusting down there in Aruba.

Anonymous said...

5'10" blonde is the most lust and gone after American idol. Most men in the world love blondes, it is just human nature, has nothing to do with racism or whatever. Blonde images are every in the subway station billboards and Internet. There is nothing you can do about it. It becomes very common for people to dye their blonde, very confusing. It is also very risky behavior for women. They are taking their chances.

Anonymous said...

There is another talent girl ...

Name: Michelle Renee

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Anonymous said...

Don't think I am joking. Michelle you are really a stunning beauty, sexy and friendly. You can whatever what you want to be. You have control of your destiny. I love thee.

Anonymous said...

So many women are jealous of your beauty now. You should make a moive. Sure some filmmakers will contact you soon.

Anonymous said...

Many tall blonde women ended in divorces because they all are highly educated and have high profile executive jobs. There is something you can't control, your career or the marriage.

Anonymous said...

4realwomen.com - 8 Realities about Women in the 21st Century
... and blonde, received more media attention and coverage than women of African, ... In the USA , 700,000 women are reported raped every year. ...

Anonymous said...

Your smile is comforting and wonderful. You brighten my heart.

Anonymous said...

your hair style looks good, good texture beautiful hair.

Anonymous said...

people would think you are still under 29, say 28 to be exactly. you are quite youthful and 'murderous' attractive.

Michelle said...

Nope, I'm 35.

Let's stay on the topic of the post now, ok? Thanks!

Anonymous said...

The R-word is making a lot of men very uncomfortable these days. Woman can call rape if she hates the guy, and the police is always on her side and lock the guy up right away. Dating is not as romatic as it used to be.

Michelle said...

That is a total fallacy. It's the other way around. The woman has to PROVE that she was raped and most of the time rapes aren't reported because of the doubt their word creates.

Anonymous said...

So rape survivor carries the burden of shame and consequeces, that's not right. But many states' legislatures are attempting to soften the laws relating to the rapes circumstances. Instaed, they are tightening the abortions issues. Rapes, in legal terms, are not limited to opposite sexes, that's the problem.

Anonymous said...

If Natalee were returned safely back to the hotel, Joran might not be in such a mess today and causing Aruba losing millions of dollars a month in the tourism industries. When a woman disappears, suspicions of rape and murder seen by the last man arise quickly over the public media.

Anonymous said...

By nature, a young woman is trusting and naive, so to allow the courtship to occur. A man should never use any evil means like alcohol and rape drugs to blunt a woman to unconscious state and take advantage of her. This is something Joran was taught to do since he was a little child by his father Paulus. He's just getting meaner and killed Natalee in his car and dumped her body.

Anonymous said...

Since your blog is so popular, you are 35, single and pretty, you might receive some dating or marriage proposals via email already. This is a good thing for you while helping Natalee out.

Michelle said...

HA HA! That was a good one. Whatever! C'mon now...unless you know "Batman" Christian Bale's number. ;)

Anonymous said...

From your smiling picture, sounds like you have someone in your mind momentarily. Just what kind of gentleman can meet your expectation? There are lots of good guys out there looking forward to your answer. Can you tell your fans? Michelle!

Anonymous said...

The Batman, a man 6'2", black hair, blue eyes, intelligent, good provider, tolerant, dependable. So that I can wear my 3" high heel shoes without any problems.

Anonymous said...

Your optimism and plans buoy many boycott supporters' hopes.

Anonymous said...

You will find true happiness in the choice you have just made.

Anonymous said...

The tough American economy and Natalee case have forced more angry Americans choosing not to vacationing in Aruba. They visit national parks and beaches instead. Aruba is to cut 80% of their hotel timeshares work force as shown in 2009 forcasts. Aruba's properties equity values are also zero percent ground points and appearing worthless. A lot of Dutch investors have gone bankrupt.

cherry6905 said...

My daughter was handcuffed, raped and beaten by her husband. He confessed, they had bloody handcuffs, medical reports and yet the DA let him plea out of sex crime status. Why? He now continues to stalk and terrorize my daughter and grandchildren. We're still in court fighting for justice.

Link to video:
http://www.chicagotribune.com/video/?autoStart=true&topVideoCatNo=default&clipId=3121701

Link to story 11/11/2008:
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/local/chi-regan_tuenov11,0,389866.story

Link to story 12/28/2008:
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/local/chi-update-abuse-bd-28-dec28,0,6913608.story

Link to story 01/02/2009:
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/opinion/chi-0102edit1jan02,0,3080135.story

My daughters blog:
http://www.my.opera.com/cherry6905

Anonymous said...

The showdown exploded in Aruba. Nelson Oduber insists the
Aruba government is his, says he's the legally elected prime minister. The queen does not know the Dutch law and tries to expel him from his power seat.

Anonymous said...

Unfortunatly, out justice system doesn't punish predators to the full extent of the law.

Anonymous said...

There is a law in Micigan that the husband cannot force sexual intercourse on his wife. A police officer was convicted and sent to prison for 15 years for raping his wife in the police car few years ago in upper Michigan penisular.

Anonymous said...

The guy had done it outside the protection of his home and inside the government property. What an idiot! The century old law just nailed him in all the wrong circumstances and gave him the maximum sentence. His wife was granted the custudy of all his kids and toke over the house.

Anonymous said...

As the Dutch constitution is read, it says nowhere where the queen has veto power over my governoring seat as the prime minister of Aruba, carrying out my constitutional duties. Said Oduber, he's threatening to use his eminent domain power to seize the queen's resort properties if the queen continues to bad mouth about him.

Anonymous said...

The fox news cable has made a lot of money on the Natalee case last four years. They will continue to keep the story alive and interesting. May be 2009 is their best year of profitting from this tragic infotainment ever.

Anonymous said...

An Dutch government attorney for Nelson Oduber said the ejection of his client from power and office was unlawful.

Anonymous said...

Some Dutch legal scholars question whether the queen has the personal authority to eject Oduber, why not the order of ejection of insttruction come from the Dutch parliament iiself, sounds like a corruption of its own making of the royal family. The royal family receives very bad reputations in recent Dutch history. The Dutch people are very unhappy with the royal family.